Of "the end" approaching

I have written rather candidly in my previous post. In part, it's because the guys I were talking about don't read my blog. There is no way they would know of its existence, anyway, since I only see them at badminton and we don't even actually talk to each other. (or else I am very unlucky. lol) But in any case, it's not like I'm saying anything bad about them.

This post is another reflection on how things are. Before, when I wrote about stuff like that, I was always keeping in mind that these people might come to my blog one day. But somehow, in this final year in INSA, I feel a sort of finality coming, I feel like everything will come to an end, and my choices are made taking this into account. It isn't as if I don't think of the possibility that people who don't read my blog now might drop by one day, and might stumble onto one of my posts about them. It hasn't slipped my mind. I just feel that it is way too far-fetched.

I just feel that I won't meet anyone new in INSA and get to know them well enough to actually become friends.

Or is that being too pessimistic?

But maybe it's not pessimistic because that is just how it works.

Oh, and by the way, my wish was not granted. And snow is forecasted till the end of the week. I guess the snow took a break during the holidays as well.