If I had a pintu suka hati

...all my problems would be solved.

I would just accept that darn internship and get it over with. I wouldn't have to worry about taking up 3 hours of my day sitting in or waiting for the bus/train.

I wouldn't have to worry about tickets to M'sia being waaay too expensive.

I wouldn't have to worry about being stuck in Paris for a night because my flight reaches the airport too late to take the last train back to Lyon.

It all revolves around TRANSPORT.

Argh.

Someone give me a pintu suka hati, and I shall love you for the rest of my life.

Oh the stress.

And why am I writing this now? Because I just received an e-mail from the guy who interviewed me for the internship. He wanted a reply by mid-/the end of December, and now he's telling me that it's almost mid-December and asking me whether I have decided!

But it's only the 3rd!!

Okay, it is almost mid-December. Two weeks isn't that long. Which is why I was already stressing out even before receiving his e-mail. It just added to it.

But we just received some internship offers yesterday (finally something in Lyon!) and I just sent my CV there! I cannot give an answer now!

So how do I tell him that? -_-'